2011? Really? I read these posts of mine and embrace their psychological essence so easily. I feel me as I went to these places and traveled alone. I want to do this again so badly. My time here in school has been...well, to be honest, like school always has been for me. Perhaps I may learn a few things. Calculus and probability are useful.
But in the end, existentially, I pine for the poker rooms, for travel, and for being anywhere else than where I am right now. Black Friday came and crushed my soul, but luckily, I cultivated an interest in playing poker for a living live, in casinos, in home games, anywhere. So I can still continue that pursuit, and I believe the knowledge I have accumulated will do me well. But how do I bankroll this? Should I drop grad school for it? I say yes, but will my future self agree? Fuck, I hate trying to guess what my future self will agree or disagree with. That bastard.
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